Again, you’re seeing my use of the “Rainbow Mary” apparition(?) (in Clearwater, Florida) with a much exaggerated perspective of the crucifixion. Miraculous darkness fell upon the Earth from the 6th to the 9th hour of the day. Without His death, as agonizing as it turned out to be, His resurrection couldn’t have taken place. And if He didn’t resurrect, neither will we Christians. I’d rather believe in His resurrection now, and find out after death that it wasn’t true, than to not believe now, and find out after death that it was true–wouldn’t you?